我到底做错了什么？？

我到底做错了什么...............

陈鸿珠老师

我永远不会忘记
我第一天上她的课时她用她独特的声调说的第一句话：
“你们不用再看了，我不是我妹妹。”
说出这句话时，我就坐在她旁边
当时搞笑的我还想问她：“你妹妹是谁？”

我平时上课喜欢做东做西
老师的课竟然能让我没空做东做西
她的分组抢答游戏弄得我们每个每上她的课时都很忙
忙着回答她的问题
她也每次很熟练地在黑板上计分

我永远不会忘记一个在最后一天
亲自煮了红豆汤和炒了米粉来慰劳学生的老师

这是2003年宽柔中学高一文商（3）的故事

中学毕业后
在学院教课时还会常看到老师带儿子来学美术
也教过几次老师的儿子奕轩
老师每次都来也匆匆，去也匆匆
也没法多说几句就走了
偶尔回宽中找老师
陈鸿冰老师都会说：
“她啊，归心似箭，一放学就马上回家了,所以很难可以在放学后见到她”

当时收到她病重的消息
下了我一跳
那位每天精神饱满，声量能传到隔壁班的老师
休息了...



陈鸿珠老师对我说过的...







Ms Aizati

刚开学踏入课室时
一位娇小的女生，手上握着个杯
站在桌前凝视着我
我还在怀疑为什么这位新同学一直看着我
原来她是我这一学期的Multimedia Imaging讲师

虽然很忙，可是每次找她
她都说：“没问题”，就把我带去了lab
它不只是我的讲师，也是我的启蒙老师
一言惊醒梦中人
只能用这句话来描述她的言语

谈话中她曾经说过：
“我没有办法带这么多东西来学校
因为我是骑bike来的。”
我以为她在跟我开玩笑，原来
战车中，最心爱的是她的Ducati
我说她像Ratatouille里的女主角
结果她以为我在说她像老鼠，原来
她还没看过这部戏
说好下学期时会借她看看..

她永远像学生似
爬上椅子开冷气
即兴跳起King Julian式舞蹈
帮我们买好信封交功课，不过要还她两毛钱
抓我来自拍
向老人带老花眼镜似眼睛望上看着我..

上一次和我说话时
她对我说：
“说真的，我这次不是很满意你的作品
很可能会给你B-。”
我很自然的回她：“哦，给咯。”
她笑笑地说给我多个机会补交
可是我拒绝，交了就是交了

这是2009年在林国荣大学的故事



Ms Aizati在她心爱战车上的英姿








2009年1月24号下午
我在Facebook看到芷荟写了：

“陈老师只是病危!那些不爱老师的人我不介意你不爱老师!请勿散播不实谣言!老师还要叫我的小孩地理的~你们不要~”
我全身冷了...
陈鸿珠老师到了一个能让她更舒服的地方...

晚上，我静静地一个人来见老师最后一面
看着我一生中最不想看到的场景
陈鸿冰老师、老师的老公和孩子
都很坚强

半夜回到家，我只想快点休息，希望那天不过是场梦
我本想快点关了电脑就睡
伊淇找我了...

她的一句一词让我全身寒了...
我不希望她说的就是我所想的
我已没勇气去看清真相

Ms Aizati
刚才骑着她的战车公路旅行...
遇车祸...

Ms Aizati...我还没有给到你Ratatouille..........









我两个最敬爱的老师...
在同一天离开了我...







我能接受打击
但我不能接受双重打击

人生难忘点

今天，它被拿走了
但却也隐约地留在心中

回忆烙下了
未来却是未知中的未知数

我尝试让它继续美好下去
但理想永远不完整

我的白斩鸡 My Steamed Chicken

haha, finally update my blog
there are too many things to handle in these period
currently one of my final assignment -- character modeling is in progress
and it is exactly like 白斩鸡
anyway, modeling is fun

我的部件 My Widget

Recently I participate Nokia Widget Wizard Contest
is a contest that design a widget for Nokia N97
there are 15 ideas in the finalist
I'm very lucky that I have 2 ideas in the finalist!
there are:

Cardbook -- The easiest way to deal with business card


P-secure -- Portable Security System


Here are the related news:

无法争辩的事实 An Irreversible Truth

有些东西，后悔还来得及
有些事情，是不争的事实

为了这编，我放弃了之前想写的文章

最近，我有幸参与了诺基亚部件设计比赛
三人一组，呈上三份点子
三分点子，在上交前我已完全准备妥当
基于团队问题，我必须等待另两名组员策划出各三份点子
很开心的是，一个月的准备时间里
他们每天都告诉我明天会把六分点子给我
果然言而有信，每天的明天会交给我
第一天：“我们明天会交给你”
第二天：“对，我明天会给你”
第三天：“不是说明天给你？”
第四天：“昨天不是讲明天给你？明天会给你的”
...

到了交点子的当天，还是叫我不要担心，明天会给我的
我没办法，把我自己想出来的三个点子交上去
让我惊讶的是，十五个入围决赛的点子中
我入围了两个，电子名片夹与携带式监视系统
开始编写这两个部件前
需要将我们各自的点子呈现给诺基亚代表与我校副校长
基于团队问题，我不能一人呈现两个点子
我只好把我的电子名片夹交给另一个队员帮忙呈现
副校长非常喜欢我的电子名片夹
令人激昂的是，当副校长正赞扬电子名片夹时
那位帮我呈现的组员自告奋勇接受副校长的赞扬
让在场全体媒体与人士认为电子名片夹是他的点子


当遇到企图强制占大便宜的人，应该毫不考虑的算他贵多一点
当他在沾沾自喜捡了个大便宜时，其实他比别人买贵了很多倍

holiday is always busier than study

Yes, finally I manage to update my blog after I came to kl and continue my new semester
and, it is already second week in kl...finally manage a time to blogging

I almost ruined this holiday as I was keep doing something
but i really don't know what I was busying for
i will try to flashback my holiday life by this 看图说故事

I joined JB culture fair in my early holiday
there was a photography contest which was stage model shooting
this was really a silly contest as there were about 30 participants
but there were more than 15 prizes!
of couse, I won a prize
it is a canon bag - the portable advertisement
this is my winning photo

there was an old car show as well
I tried to shoot all of the cars into 1 photo


One day I met一步一脚印in JB
when they were shooting a model called Jojor


for details read here

The annual Communic Asia was in Singapore again
when I was in the booth of LG
I met a showgirl who is really look like Ms Limay
I thought Limay was working model as part-time
but I know that girl is not Limay as the size is different
she is really a nice model as she is very nice and explain well for the product she in charge
although I don't like the phone she promoted

then I met jiahui in LG again
she was still so good and nice in this
she is still one of the best model I have ever met


I was really surprise when I met my friends from Limkokwing in the CG area
and told that they already graduate


Paul organised a contest called Blythe Doll Contest,小布娃娃竞赛
tried to help him work this out
was really happy that this contest was succeed and every girl perform really well


finally, I met Shirleymoku the Miss Cendawan
I have forgotten what character as she was cosplaying as there are too many online games in this world
she did mention to me few times but I keep forget
sorry yea Shirley =P



After this, I start my work in Page One again..
here is 1 of the photo I shot for holiday photography course while working


After a year, Woong was come to Malaysia for holiday again
he is a korean who train people in broadcasting and host in Korea
he came with a guy called Jinzu
this time he got some specific places to go
-heritage, beach, Kuala Lumpur in 3 days
so we brought him to Malacca, Port Dickson and Kuala Lumpur


this is Woong




this was my first time to the top of KL Tower
this was really good when you saw KLCC was lower than you =D

from left: my elder brother John, Woong, Jinzu, Elizabeth, jihia

我是艺术家，不是设计师I am artist, not designer

I am artist, not designer
I create artworks by my concept and message
I want to be like Tim Burton, not Michael Bay

Advanced Photoshop的访问 Interview from Advanced Photoshop

Finally the latest issue of Advanced Photoshop was published
although the magazine will only available in Malaysia and Singapore on late July or August
I already got the soft copy from them
I am surprise that it is 5 pages and they publish all of my replies to them!
this is really a great experience as this is my first international interview
the design layout is so nice!
although i am wondering why they cut off my head n only show half of yura

重新冠上“俊杰老师”的称号 "In The Name of Teacher junjie" reused

“俊杰老师”
“俊杰老师”
这样的称呼重新用在我身上

现实与理想还是有一定的差距
兜兜转转，最后还是不得已从操旧业
做回美术教育
距离上一次，已经是一年前的事了

还好驾轻就熟，没忘了这份工是怎么做的
在新山，要找份跟美术有关的短期工作
说简单简单，其实也不容易

在幼儿班，发现一个很可爱的小男生
又很善良，就拍下他男人认真魅力的样子

回新山后的故事 Nightmare After JB

终于回到新山，找了不少人喝茶
也发生了不少事
再次深深体验了过去只是回忆，未来只是幻想，现在最重要

我很久没画画了，最近想到新的创作概念
可是一直没有办法很好的表现，我又退步了？

那天一步下来新山，找了我去拍照
model是个叫柔的女生
我完全不知道她长什么样，也不懂拍什么主题，就跟azheng一起过去了
到了那边，看了model，观察了地点，真得有点想不出能拍什么
可能我真的变傻了，结果我只拍了两三张
碰巧阿政没有带到他的相机，我就索性借他用



过后又去到了一条火车轨道拍
在那边我发现到这里真的是级佳的拍摄地点
就马上抓了阿政来拍跳跃照





我们可爱的lady yura参加了一个叫小布娃娃竞赛的比赛
她的任务就是扮小布娃娃
这里是网上人气赛的投票区，可以支持她一下哦，她叫yura